Balls Dropping

It finally happened. I dropped a ball. A MAJOR one.

Somehow with all the bill-paying and "having" to eat out fast food on the way to this or that, I fucked up.

I'm in the hole, big time. Luckily, the nice ladies at the bank credited back some fees and I'm working on adding a loan from them to help me get back on the plus side now that my income is higher they say I shouldn't have a problem. but still.

FUCK. FUCK ME.

this is NOT what i needed right now

*crying at my desk with the sexy mascara in rivers down my face*